My only non pipe dream goal in my life is to live to thirty. It's not that I'll kill myself or anything it's just anything after that will be a bonus on my life. My greatest dream would be to have someone pay me to travel to every city town and village in every country in the world and write a simple journal of my experiences, see pipe dream.

San Francisco was named such so that when I was born the city and I would have the same initials and their football team my favorite.

go 49ers lets win our 5th super bowl

I doubt anyone reads this but I need some help with a project. I want to start an online graphic novel, not web comic as it mostly won't be funny and has a definite beginning middle and end. It's about twin girls who are superheroes or are they? Anyways I need someone to work with me as the artist and also a co writer and hopefully knows some HTML or whatever web code is in use now. Well anyway if anyone reads this and is interested let me know, also I will be in the Charlottesville, VA area the week of July 20th if you want to meet and talk about this project. Normally I live in on the Space Coast in Florida if you want to meet while I'm at home, I don't drive, yet, so meeting places are limited if you read this and are interested.

I want to be the gallant hero who rides in on his house sized cat and saves everyone from a scrape to murder to worst of all rape.

I want to be the author who writes a story so beautiful so touching so distinct that people still read it, and dress as my characters long after my death.

I want to be the person who leaves an impression so deep on people that even casual aquaintences never forget me.

I want every last being on earth to love cherish and protect me.

I want to be able to talk to women less than twice my age.

I want to have sex before I turn 30.

I want to find a use for the massive amounts of sexual energy I have.

I want people to realize that I do not hate people, rather I love people, I just can't take more than 3-5 at a time.

I want to love with all my heart.

I want to be loved more than anyone.

I want children

I want a daughter named Cagalli.

I want to go to school in January.

I want to live in Japan outside or in the city of Sapporo on the island of Hokaido.

I want to explore every single city in every country in the world.

I want to ride a train.

I want Barack O'Bama to be president.

I want to destroy things and relationships on a whim.

most of all
I don't want to be alone anymore.

I think I am ready to begin my story still,for now, known as Maggie. This has been bouncing around in my head for the better part of four years in one form or another. It's a journal of the life of a girl who lives in a world where human rights are never heard of, the womens rights movement never happened nor did the civil rights movement. However there are some cities in which these things do exist, however they are few and far between. There is no central government and cities frequently attack a decimate each other, however Maggie she lives in a rare city as there are human rights for everyone, and everyone is equal, also they have not been attacked in over three hundred years. The story will be her life from about ten when she starts and her peaceful life, then when she leaves for fifteen years from the age of twenty to thirty five, and her return to her peaceful hometown to live the remainder of her life.

So it will mainly be a happy story apart from a few tragedies that befall her, at somepoint after finishing Maggie I might go back and detail the outside world in more detail but this will be fun I think.

If you read this please comment.

I am so, happy, for lack of a better word, lately. Which is surprising as I just spent the past seven years pretty much solid in the grips of depression. I think it's because I no longer have anyone expecting anything from me in terms of school or a paid job, which does not bode well for my eventual return to both, but I'll deal with that when I get to it.

Anyways on Saturday I found three records, The Doors- The Soft Parade, Lynyrd Skynyrd- One More from The Road and, U2- Rattle and Hum for three dollars that's right just one dollar a piece. I also found a collection of Chopin for just two dollars, but anyways I haven't looked but still I'm pretty certain that I could sell the first three for way more than three dollars, that is if I had any interest in selling them, which I don't. The sucky thing is our record player is broken so I can't listen to them till we fix it or get a new one.